Ps. 71:22-24 KJV,   22 I will also praise thee with the psaltery, even thy truth, O my God: unto thee will I sing with the harp, O thou Holy One of Israel.  23 My lips shall greatly rejoice when I sing unto thee; and my soul, which thou hast redeemed.  24 My tongue also shall talk of thy righteousness all the day long: for they are confounded, for they are brought unto shame, that seek my hurt.

A few years ago I began to develop dysphonia and of course it has affected my ability to sing. I have shared before but some of you are new that I have always signed all my correspondence ” Singing His Praise” and now I sign with “Still Singing His Praise in my Heart”.

I have determined in my Heart to continue to lift my Heart in praise for His Glory. On Sunday morning when the songs are sung, I begin to sing very softly and am able to sing about three lines and then I have to stop, for the pain, severe ache in my throat, but then I just mouth the words so that I will not be a bad testimony and truly try to think of the words in my heart as if I were singing them JOYOUSLY.

Now that I am teaching Kid’s Chapel I cannot sing at all so that I will have enough voice to speak in chapel…. It isn’t the broken voice that causes me to stop, but the pain. I say all this, not to bring sympathy, because I can not cease to Praise the Lord for the many years He has allowed me to use my voice for His Glory as He allowed me to sing un-numbered solos and teach others to sing in private voice lessons and choirs in our churches and Christian Schools.

I share this to emphasize  and help us to comprehend God’s righteous affect on our lives.    Yes, I rebelled, and I cried out to God, I had some bitterness and I was hurt. But through his GRACE, I determined not to be a “wimpy, whiney woman”, or as I say “gave myself a swift kick” and strive to “get over it” and “let it go”.

Ps. 109:30-31 (KJV)  30 I will greatly praise the Lord with my mouth; yea, I will praise him among the multitude.31 For he shall stand at the right hand of the poor, to save him from those that condemn his soul.

We can know He is standing with us in every attempt we make to honor Him in every weakness and other areas in which we struggle.

Psalm 73:24 24 “Thou shalt guide me with thy counsel, and afterward receive me to glory.”


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